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How learning to Let Go taught me Forgiveness and Gratitude

David Ghyiyam said..."The more you try to control something, the farther away it gets from you... When you feel like you are in control, you feel powerful But Spiritually it is an illusion, the need to control comes from Fear A fear that the creator will not deliver WHAT I NEED But here's the truth- letting go of control is where your true power lies why is that? because control is rooted in doubt, and doubt blocks the flow of miracles The more you try to control something, the more resistance you will feel and the more pushback you will get from the Universe Letting go isn't about giving up but opening the door for the creator to guide you towards something greater than you can imagine When you release control you invite the energy of certainty Certainty that the creator's plan is always better than yours Certainty that even challenges are designed for your growth Let go of control and trust the process The less you hold on the more you make room for miracles..."...

Embracing my Shadow

CG Jung said.. "There's no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd,  in order to avoid facing their own SOUL.  One does not become enlightened by imagining  figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious" The darkness had been my go to place for all my life as far as I can remember. I thought- this is all there is, a familiar place. They say that until the age of 7, we are pure consciousness after which ego hijacks. I began to feel the presence of this darkness within me since I was a little child not sure of the exact age but probably after I became aware of the world and myself. I tried to run away from this darkness all my life until one day I had to sit with it, face it, confront it, embrace it and integrate it.  It started with a long month filled with intense fear, inner turmoil and unrest, (but for the record this was not something new!. I have always been feeling these emotions since I was a kid, all my life...

Discovering My Passion and Purpose

Howard Thurman said.. "Don't ask what the word needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive".   We all have a checklist in our lives that we have made which is based on our desires, we call them our "goals in life".  We work really hard towards achieving these and making them happen. Some of us spend our whole life chasing them. The list keeps growing and the hustle continues... I had a similar checklist and I have successfully checked all the boxes on that list under the age of 30. But I still felt unfulfilled. These goals and desires looked good but I could'nt understand what was the missing point. Later did I realised that these were all for external validation and the external world. U know, the very famous thing called "Our Conditioning"makes us believe that these are so important. I had never created a list of goals for my internal world and the saying goes "Your external ...

Unveiling the Essence of True Connection

Real and true connections/relationships are NOT built on perfection, but on trust, vulnerability, honesty and the willingness to grow together...I wish I learnt this earlier... I've spent a lot of time wondering why I've never had any deep and real meaningful connections with anyone, and the more I reflect, the more I realized that there are many layers to this question, some more difficult to face than others. At first, I thought it was simply a matter of timing or circumstances—life just didn't align in a way that allowed me to forge the kinds of bonds I longed for. But as I began to look inward, I started to see that the absence of deep connections was not just about external factors. It was about something within me, something I hadn't fully acknowledged or understood until now. The truth is, part of me was afraid of what it would mean to truly connect with someone. Deep connections require vulnerability, and for a long time, I kept myself hidden behind walls of pro...

The Whispers of My Inner child(My soul)

This is how my journey began.. I’ve spent much of my life searching for something I couldn’t quite name. A soft whisper in the within me, a feeling of always being pulled toward something greater, though I had no idea what it was. I remember the first time I felt it clearly— when I was a little girl and I used to love sitting on the grass of this massive golf course close to my house(which used to be my safe haven), watching the trees and the vast ground covered in lush greenery. I couldn’t even describe the beauty. I would lie there for hours lost in my thoughts although these were not the usual negative thoughts. A silence within, a calmness and presence so peaceful. I felt cleansed, energised and calmed by this energy around me and inside of me. I wanted to talk to someone about this unexplained pull inside me but I couldn't express. I would just be there all alone with the trees and the silence around but never felt lonely really, instead I would feel so gro...

Discovering My Inner Truth

When there is no where else to go.. the only place you gotta go is inward!.  A'int this true!. (God /Universe/Spirit/Soul) call it whatever! has always been there listening to every thought of mine since I was a child BUT I never acknowledged until now.  A long awaited dream unfolds its wings today and finds its flight. A call to be discovered. A calling that feels stronger with each passing day. This calling has stirred my inner most being and wants to be known and expressed through my words. I feel a deep urgency to bring this journey of profound truth I discovered. A truth resonating with me. Although very few have discovered it too but each soul's journey is unique and subjective. It's not a new found revolutionary truth that I just discovered nonetheless this truth has always been there. Can I call it the universal truth? I don't know!! But this truth is available to all of us however, one must go through a journey and experience it for themselves in o...