The Whispers of My Inner child(My soul)

This is how my journey began..

I’ve spent much of my life searching for something I couldn’t quite name. A soft whisper in the within me, a feeling of always being pulled toward something greater, though I had no idea what it was. I remember the first time I felt it clearly— when I was a little girl and I used to love sitting on the grass of this massive golf course close to my house(which used to be my safe haven), watching the trees and the vast ground covered in lush greenery. I couldn’t even describe the beauty. I would lie there for hours lost in my thoughts although these were not the usual negative thoughts. A silence within, a calmness and presence so peaceful. I felt cleansed, energised and calmed by this energy around me and inside of me. I wanted to talk to someone about this unexplained pull inside me but I couldn't express. I would just be there all alone with the trees and the silence around but never felt lonely really, instead I would feel so grounded and peaceful. I feel am in flow state every time I tap into it. I feel free and expanded. 

Since I was a child there has always been a subtle voice whispering to me but never forces me for anything. A very calm peaceful loving voice that speaks only with love and truth. These are moments when I am tapped in and tuned in basically after an epic chaos at home.  As a young girl and fast forward to adulthood when I have had an epic blow to my ego. This soothing voice comes back and never judges nor condemns me. 

I have learned to always push away that voice. Although, it is the only one that pulls me up when I have fallen rock bottom.  When I surrender to it and pay just a little attention, it soothes me and melts me into humbleness and love.Unlike the loud voice of Righteousness (aka- my EGO) where I often entertain that voice that runs the story "You will never be good enough" creating victim stories about myself.

Fast forward to today...learning the hard way and finally reaching ACCEPTANCE AND SURRENDERING through the inner healing work and the list goes on. I will discuss the real work I had to in order to reach acceptance in my coming chapters . The important thing is- I discovered that TIME doe not heal anything ACCEPTANCE DOES!!. As a conclusion I have begun to really trust this voice now. As this subtle voice nudges me everyday to listen to the call, the call for truth and I finally gave in and asked it to guide me. It replied its time u start... as in- start writing...

Often and at times I have had this thought that keeps saying at every stage of life since the time I was a kid whenever I sit by myself that I should start writing because when I begin to write I flow into a trance state, I feel so effortless. I always had moments of flash intuition that said "You have to write". But I ignored those moments. Today as I have begun to listen to the voice of my soul I can see that this is what I am meant to do- Since then insights would flow through me and wants to be expressed, to be channeled through a medium or I may say I am being asked to be an instrument for this wisdom to be expressed. This is not coming from me but through me. Back then I did not have the vocabulary or the awareness to describe this feeling of such profound insights that would come during those moments. I knew I was exactly where I was meant to be. I didn’t understand then, what that moment would lead to, but it was the beginning of a journey I’m still on today—one that has led me through pain, growth, joy, and discovery, all in search of the truth I’ve been called to live."this is the journey of A Soul..

A Soul that hailed on earth on a mission and a purpose to live and experience  EVERYTHING life has to offer only for a blip here on earth and go back with the mission completed to its T...A journey of self realisation, self discovery through my relationships, my challenges, my gifts and through everything life has to offer. Everyone is here for a soul purpose.The purpose is also to share all of these lessons I learnt to through this journey to my fellow souls through my gift.

So here I am today sharing my journey of losing my soul to finally finding my way back to it through a beautiful roller coaster ride called LIFE.  It's an interesting and a profound journey because it's based on my pure and true raw experiences. This is my mission on earth and I believe everyone's too because everything that happened WAS for your evolution of Consciousness. This journey of my soul has been so profound I can't be grateful enough for having gone through the lessons that I needed to learn and evolve.

I realised this later that Life happens FOR you not TO you. If we could all look at it from this prospective we have done our souls the biggest favour and lead a life in alignment with our purpose and mission.. 

I would like to end with this quote 

"When you change the way you look at things,

The things you look at changes".

 Dr. Wayne Dyer..